Base Camp

After a half hour delay, my plane took off without mishap from Rochester’s cute little airport at around 6 PM last night, depositing me back in Atlanta along with two very full suitcases and a backpack. Thus far in my transition back into real life I am still thoroughly overwhelmed. My first surprise was remembering what it’s like to be deeply loved. My family and my boyfriend were waiting for me at the Atlanta airport, and it took me a good fifteen minutes to get used to the idea that they had loved me and missed me so much that they wanted to hug and kiss me. I loved deeply and found a lot of love in Rochester, seeing as they weren’t family, it was, of course, different. I hadn’t even really noticed how genuine unconditional love had simply been missing from my life for the last eight weeks. I’ve never been without both family and boyfriend at the same time for any extended length of time, if that makes this more comprehensible. I had just forgotten what it’s like, to be loved in this way. I don’t think I stopped to consider what I was expecting for them to do when I got home, but the hugs and kisses and huge smiles genuinely surprised me and overwhelmed me.

Of course, some things I have adjusted to easily. I slept well in my bed last night, and I took a shower this morning without flipflops on my feet. I ate a sandwich for lunch that my dad made me last night, just like when I was growing up. I went by my church and my parents’ office and saw several familiar faces. And the other things will come in time. I have a month to re-adjust to life outside of a homeless shelter. Tonight I’m going to On the Deck, a kind of Catholic youth group for college kids in Atlanta. It will be nice to be with kids my own age again and do “normal” things like eat burgers and talk about majors. There are several important holidays coming up (birthdays and anniversaries) that will keep me busy too. That’s the key right now, keeping busy. Then I don’t think about how my friends are doing back in Rochester, and for right now, I can’t handle thinking about them too much.

The house (in Rochester) is closing for two weeks to do repairs and stuff, as it does every year. I’m hoping and praying that they all had a place to go and that the transition is going smoothly. The silence is oppressive- I’m all alone in my house right now. I haven’t been all alone in a building in a long time. I miss their voices and laughter and constant requests. I’ll get used to this nagging ache eventually, but it’s going to take some time before I really feel at home in my own house.

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2 responses to “Base Camp

  1. Bego

    Welcome back! I’m ready with the frou-frou coffee whenever ya want! Decompress and reconnect and when you’re ready give me a call.

    I am on coffee-evangelization mode, introducing my new favorite place to everybody!

  2. houseband00

    Welcome back, Laura! =)

    Your experience reminds me of my High School days when we used to teach Catechism to public school children.

    This Saturday, my son will be going on a school-sponsored interaction with under-privileged kids. The cool thing is that he personally volunteered to go without my prodding.

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